Random Thoughts I (7/20/2026)

Though I Am an Inept Villainess (Episode 1)

20 years ago, I would never have imagined that I would be typing this blog entry today. I, a 38-year-old, am still passionate about anime/manga and video games in 2026. 

In the year 2006, I was an 18-year-old high school graduate, excited about entering college for the first time. Well, the excitement did not last long, thanks to the personal circumstances in my life that interfered with my excitement, dreams, and hopes. If it weren't for those circumstances, I would have become a novelist and have written a couple of novels by now. It is a cloudy day. No wonder I feel down with these personal thoughts of mine as I am listening to 2000s music on YouTube. 

Three weeks left of Summer break. Originally, I wanted to focus on my crossover fanfics, but the Star Fox remake (Switch 2) came out, and now I have a non-crossover AU named Startasia. (Originally a crossover. The irony.) So, I guess I did something this summer. I also joined some Star Fox-focused fan Discord servers.

Two months left until the Tokyo Game Show 2026. Level 5 will be there, and hopefully I can finally get the release date and month for the new Professor Layton game! Hopefully, they do not postpone the game's release for the second time. 

My mind has been full of questions, confusion, and brainrot lately. What am I even doing in my life at this point? I suppose I should get back to writing and reading...

So I freaked up and got myself to blame.

Fox {Star Fox Zero} (Edited to poke fun at me lol}

Fox is facepalming above pretty much suit my current mood. I can't believe my dumbass did NOT recheck the most obvious thing to do when doing research on how many sites I can have under ONE account for such a cheap price.

And that, my fellow online fans, is Neocities inself...

Let me self-criticized myself for this...

Fandom Updates (4-26-2026): Neocities, Roleplaying

Hinagiku and Sakura (Agents of Four Seasons - Episode 5)

Neocities

I've made so many Neocities accounts. Nope. I'm not kidding. I am so damn poor that I can't even afford $5 to create extra sites under one account monthly. I've made 21 Neocities accounts. Holy fucking shit. Why made so much when I should always make more Weebly accounts so I can have 10 sites under each Weebly account for FREE? I am a dumbass lol. 

The Weebly layouts (Even the old ones) are lame and boring-looking while Neocities gives me the opportunity to practice html/css and premade layouts are better looking. Each day, I'd log into one Neocities account, work on it for a hour and log out. 

Sometimes, I'd work on a Neocities site for a few hours. It is so time consuming to log in and out of my Neocities accounts but there's no turning back for me; I made the sites so I am responsible for each one now. 

Roleplaying

So, I've returned to the RP community on Tumblr. However, I will be very low activity. I will only log in to do drafts, replies and asks. I will still do RPs on Discord though. I will ignored ALL OOC drama and I will RP and interacted with WHOEVER I want. 

~Mochi aka Mala

Why I deleted my RP + Hub Blogs on Tumblr

Kyara {Playing Death Games to Put on the Table}

Well, except one RP blog (a archive) which I forgot the email to it. Oops.

In late 2000s or early 2010s, I started my very first Suzume (Gash Bell!) RP blog. Well, there is the only archive of the blog that someone managed to save. Heck, I have no idea wayback machine existed at the time. I originally created a separate Tumblr account for a IC journal of Suzume to attach to my old DeviantART RP account which it is still there and I did not know sideblogs were a thing. Over the years, I've deteted/archived/remade my Suzume RP blog like holy shit crazy. Anyone who was in the Tumblr RP community and remember my Suzume back then should know. It has gotten to the point that I've forgotten most of the past URLs I used for her RP blogs. 

Writing Thoughts #1

Scarlet (The Holy Grail of Eris -Episode 5-)

In the past,  I used Grammarly to write a research paper and essay for my American History and American Politics classes respectively. I'm no longer have my American History research paper, but I still have my essays for American Politics. I got a B on the American History research paper and A or B (Don't remember) on my American Politics essays.

2025 Thoughts

Smag, Princess Peach and Chris (SMG4: Saving Princess Peach)

                                                                                              This year was a mixture of a good and bad. Surprising, I did very well in my spring and fall college classes. I dealt with the passing of my grandmother and aunt. I am still grieving them. College work and personal life had kept me so busy that I hardly have the time and moviation to watch / rewatch new and old anime and read / reread new and old manga and light novels. My motivation for gaming definitely went to Final Fantasy Tactics: The Ivalice Chronicles, a remaster of my favorite Final Fantasy title. 

So, What The Heck I've Been Up To? (Updates #1)

Gash (Konjiki No Gash Bell! Episode 1)

                                              New Discord Server

I always wanted to create a discord server for Final Fantasy Tactics and the news of a 2025 remaster of the game finally given me the excuse! XD You can find the link to the discord server here if you are a longtime FFT fan! 

New Fansites / Blogs / Social Media Accounts

• No shit, I created a fanfiction fansite for my Hetalia AU fanfic. 
• Now, I have a WIX FFT fansite one page along with a updates blog, a carrd, and my first one on weebly. 
• I also have a FFT Twitter and BlueSky. 

My Art Social Media

• Created a Dreamwidth account to share my art. 
• Added shitload of social media to my art carrd. 

Gaming

• Replaying Digimon Story: Cyber Sleuth on Switch and all I am doing is leveling up the shit out of my Digimon party to their maxed levels before digivolving them. They're all already have erough ABI for their mega forms. 

Anime? I don't feel watching anime right now. 

~Mochi aka Mochiette